Saying goodnight
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Posted:May 19, 2007 12:44 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 11:32 am
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Tomorrow (May 19th) is my last night here.
Not sure I am going to renew.
School ended tonight and I am going to take a week off and then get busy on starting up my Web Design business.
To all of my friends. Thanks for your comments, support and thoughtful blog responses. I can still be reached at my sherry011803 at cox.net. I met three people here. One actually turned me down as far as meeting again, and two are still friends ater a few dates.
One day I'll find someone. Someday you will too.
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Restless Night and the Conscience of Men
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Posted:May 13, 2007 11:41 pm
Last Updated:May 19, 2007 12:36 am
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Its about 2am Monday morning. Just been tossing and turning in my bed so just gave up and got up. So with hot tea in hand, here I sit. Lonely.
So I write. To you. Maybe you are out there too tonight, feeling the same.
At night I am more vulnerable. It wouldn't take much to push me over the edge right now. Even a one night stand sounds pretty inviting. Its just the next morning that is a killer. Yep, been there, done that.
Its me I think that stops alot of this alter state I feel. Most of the time, I a shy, guarded and cautious. My heart has been out there soooooooo many times. I give it so freely and you would tink by now that I would learn not to do that. But you know, I do. Stupid huh? I try not to look at it that way.
For love I say. For that one chance that there will be a spark. For that moment that is as unforgettable for him as it is for me.
Do men hope for the same thing? How many times I have heard..men will never turn a woman down. Hopeing and wishing for a chance to mate with her.
Is that REALLY so? I dont want to think so.
I believe that there are alot of men out there that have control. Control and self value. Moral values.
But if I stood naked in front of you. Ready to give my whole self to you, not just my body, my heart and my mind..could you say "no"?
Could you think before you act? Would you quickly analyze the moment and realize that there would be a tomorrow?
Ahhh, I don't even know anymore.
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Sometimes you just want someone to listen
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Posted:May 11, 2007 8:04 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2007 11:30 pm
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Hello my friends
I am back.
Its been awhile and some rough nights, but I know life has to move on. I have taken alot of time to really put somethings in my life into their proper prespective.
And I a still lonely. What am I looking for you are probably asking.
Kind. Compassionate. I want a man that takes care of himself and really wants to take care of his woman knowing that she WILL do the same for him. It's just got to be that way with me.
I mean, not just in the bedroom, but be there just to hold, be there and know when I need someone just to listen to me, hold me if I cry, agree to disagree with me and for heaven's sake know how to have an intelligent conversation without judgement or malice.
I sometimes, think why can't people just be easy going and strive only to get along together. I guess I am just frustrated.
School ends the 19th. I have done nothing short of pouring my very being into my finals. MBA's are hard work.
Alot of my friends and especially the male ones just don't understand why I bury myself each night and most weekends in the books. I guess its hard to understand that type of dedication.
Still I do have to leave it when I get ready to crawl into my warm bed at night. When the lights go out, I long to have someone to just hold me and talk..just a little. Give me support and let me be a woman for awhile. In the night I have reached out and touched my pillow softly wishing it were a man's chest.
No words needed. Just a touch in the night.
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My Dad
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Posted:Mar 22, 2007 10:22 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2007 11:18 pm
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My dad died Wednesday at 11am.
I just need to be alone for awhile.
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How Long Can You Make It Last
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Posted:Mar 11, 2007 10:56 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2007 10:23 pm
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I have been thinking about this question for sometime and wanted to ask all you men out there. Now don't boast or be unrealistical. We all have times when either we haven't seen each other in a while and no matter how hard we try, the first time isn't quite as long as others.
Making it last. A little more definition and information I know is needed. I am not talking about how long you can hold it before it just burst and you spew that yummy cumm all over, I am talking from the moment you first send that signal that you want to, or the first touch or kiss till the end when you get out of bed or where ever you are to go clean up.
My next question would be.... how many of you out there have had nothing but sex for over three days..like a long weekend? Not going anywhere, (well maybe to get up and fix something to eat, or the restroom), but just staying in the room straight through...
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What is the quality you wish you could have the most?
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Posted:Mar 6, 2007 9:24 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2007 10:52 am
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"One of the deepest feminine pleasures is when a man stands full, present, and unreactive in the midst of his woman’s emotional storms. When he stays present with her, and loves her through the layers of wildness and closure, then she feels his trustability, and she can relax".
-- David Deida
A wonderful response from one of my blogs got me to thinking. This one actions shows a person's real integrity.
Integrity. I commented to a friend of mine that people don't seem to actually live by that anymore. That ole saying" A man's word is his bond" doesn't seem to apply. For a woman, his word is as important as the size of his cock and how he satisfys her emotionally and sexually.
For those of you who are here on Senior Sizzle to try and find someone with mutual interests and something more then a roll in the hay, you may relate to the depth of this blog.
Is this a part of it? What is the quality you wish you could have the most that either you had or would like to cultivate with someone else?
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Tan Lines
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Posted:Mar 4, 2007 12:22 am
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2007 10:28 pm
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Ahh, the weather was excellent today! I could feel that urge to get out and show a little skin.
It got me to thinking about something as well too.
Tan Lines.
Women hate them, but you guy.. just love the heck out of them.....
Why?
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Eating Out
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Posted:Feb 24, 2007 4:12 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2007 1:47 pm
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There's something to be said for eating out. Alot of us do it everyday. Some of us only do it every now and then.
Personally, I love to eat out.
This is my favorite position..
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Take it. take it all
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Posted:Feb 24, 2007 12:58 am
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2007 10:29 pm
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take all of me. not just my body. not just the parts that you physically see. take my mind away when you love me. reach inside and pull out the animal. whip it into obedience. cuddle it with tenderness ..then attack my weakness with all the power you have. make me yield. then make me beg......
somewhere in the night when you slump over in exhaustion, the beast inside me will rise again and claim you!
are you ready for me? will you let me claw at your closed doors and brutelly savage your body till you shake and jerk?
tonight i love in your mind's eye...tomorrow i will love you with a careless glance of invitation.....
take it all....take all of me.
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They say..too good to be true
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Posted:Feb 21, 2007 9:47 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2007 6:07 pm
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Humm.. I think about that phrase and I often wonder the context in which it was meant. Oh, I am sure it is meant to be complimentary. Still, we all have expectations, wants and desires in a mate or significent other we wish for. Ideally it would be someone who has all that we want, but the icing on the cake would be to exceed all those expectations with things we have only wished for under our breath or minds eye.
So if I am too good to be true, then why can't I seem to hold on to good men I choose? I possess good qualities. Stay in shape, stay positive and strive to make the man I choose feel like he is a god or at least the king of all. Who wouldn't want to be treated that way? Thats a question I ask myself alot. Especially when the ole fashion deep committed love I crave doesn't seem reciprocated. We get to a point in our lives when we sit back and realize that this world is nice to be alone in when it comes to somethings, but our basic sexual needs and inner touches of our souls can only be meet by "special people". We like that part of our psyche licked and crave it more and more. I dont want to be alone anymore. I enjoy taking care of a man. I don't mean taking away his individuality, I just want to let him know everyday how special he is to me. Is that a part of being "too good to be true".
Maybe there is something to be said for "it is in the eyes of the perceiver."
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