FALLING IN LOVE
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Posted:Aug 6, 2008 5:37 am
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2017 12:57 am
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There are times when we don't have any control about our feelings...it just beat for someone.
People do fall in love, once, twice, thrice or for so many times that they allow their heart and feelings to grow... We just can't control it, it's a natural feeling, sometimes it’s right, sometimes it's wrong, right or wrong person, right or wrong situation, and sometimes we tend to judge them, but we can't really blame them and of course we don’t have the right to suppress feelings, it’s their choice.
In my experience, I had my share of ups and downs, the bumps and humps of a love relationship. I’ve seen and talked to friends regarding love matters and can’t help asking myself.
“why most relationship ends with bitterness?”
“why a suppose happy relationship has to end?”
“why love has to fade?”
“why people get hurt because of love?”
“why do people fall in love with the wrong person?”
“why it is hard to accept losing a love one to someone else?”
“why God allow us to fall in love and then be hurt at the end?”
There are still lots of questions that really occupy my mind. Questions, which are sometimes, left unanswered. I was a good adviser with regards to love problems but when it comes to my own situation, I can’t help myself. I know most people have gone through about what I am talking about here.
Love and time heals all wounds, they say, but there is mere question of when? It is up on how much you love the person, maybe you will easily fall in love again and take the risk or maybe not, afraid of being hurt again and commit the same mistake. If we fall in love, whether they say it is blind, we have the tendency to justify it.
We love because we want to be needed, to be cared for....and of course to be loved...
Love is a chance, a choice, destiny, whatever it is...
Hurt is a feeling done by Love...
I just wish and hope that Love can only bring happiness and contentment and not hurt, but do we really know? Time only can tell.
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SOME GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST
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Posted:Jul 26, 2008 5:38 am
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2017 12:57 am
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One of the hardest things to bear in life
Is when you lose someone special
Someone you learned to love and cared for
And yet all good things suddenly ends.
I will forever treasure every kiss
That he once blew to me...
And every measure of true bliss
That lead to ecstacy.
Life goes on...
But it will never be the same,
For in my heart
There's a missing piece
That was left behind...
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CRAZINESS
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Posted:Jul 21, 2008 6:29 pm
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2010 8:55 am
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It is crazy
Crazy the way u can feel
Crazy how you can feel so much for one person
How one person
One person that you may haven’t even met
Can mean so much to you
You don’t even know why sometimes
Its like the feelings you have are indescribable
You cant even think of one word to allow things to make sense
But maybe things aren’t suppose to make sense when you feel that way
Maybe everything is suppose to be a mystery
Suppose to be something that you don’t know what the outcome will be
But if it is such a mystery
How can everything seem so perfect when you talk to him/her?
How can it be that nothing else matters when you hear his/her voice?
It’s like nothing makes sense
Nothing can truly be understood
Its like things happen and you will never have control
But why would you want control?
Want control over what you feel
Why would you want that?
It wouldn’t be called life if you didn’t make mistakes
Things would just be to easy
Too plain and simple
You just have to let things happen
Let each day happen as it will
Fall in love
And then truly when you know in your heart
You will know
And you will have control for that one moment
Because you will finally feel
You will finally understand
Because you fell in love
[And the love that you feel may somehow be true]
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IT'S AMAZING
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Posted:Jul 19, 2008 6:01 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2010 5:49 pm
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It’s amazing how you can like someone so much in a such a short period of time...
It’s amazing how that person can make you have butterflies in your stomach when they talk to you…
It’s amazing you get a chill inside whenever they tell you how much they feel about you…
Its amazing how it seems that your world revolves around them and nothing but them matters to you from the moment you meet them…
It’s amazing how that one person can always bring a smile to your face and a twinkle in your eye…
It’s amazing that when you least know it, such strong feelings are already there and you feel lucky to know the person!
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HEY
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Posted:Apr 23, 2008 9:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2010 8:54 am
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Due to some circumstances that have come up in my life, I can not keep on blogging and chatting...temporarily. I have had so much fun writing here and chatting with my friends is so cool that there is NO way I can stay gone for tooo long.
I assure you nothing traumatic or overly dramatic has happened and everything is just fine and dandy!
Thank you so much to everyone who came and read my blog, I have had a blast!. If anyone would care to keep in touch with me in "other" places...LOL...just buzz/nudge me and I will let ya know where. I hope to stop in from time to time and catch up with your lives...I love to live vicariously… Probably will return to haunt ya all!
I Love You Guys!
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MY EVERYTHING
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Posted:Jun 15, 2007 2:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2017 12:58 am
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I was intoxicated with life... work and family
I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me.
I always come online looking for a single soul
And now that I found you I want you to know -
Since I have known you...4 years ago, it's been a complete turn around
I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down.
I get excited when I see you on this site and ya hoo
Wondering what it is today we will talk about and do...
Chatting, laughing and the words you say
You make my every day.
It seems so silly on just a computer machine
How someone can reach me... and becomes my everything.
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MY ROCKY
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Posted:Jun 15, 2007 1:42 am
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2015 1:08 am
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You are always in my heart
you make me feel more loved
than I've ever felt
and happier than I've ever dreamed.
The patience and understanding you have
is something I have searched for
in a friend in my entire life.
You are always in my happiest
and saddest moments,
you are my best friend and confidante.
I come to you for everything,
and you listen to me without judgment.
Deep within my soul,
I know we care like no other.
What we share is something others
only hope for and dream of,
but few ever experience.
Our bond is magical beyond belief.
Without hesitation,
you give of yourself completely.
You have reached the very depths of my soul,
bringing out emotions I never knew I had
and unveiling an ability to live again
I never thought possible.
Always and forever
you will be my dream to come true,
the one I always want to meet for all these years
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WHAT YOU ARE TO ME - ROCKY19801972
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Posted:Jun 15, 2007 1:13 am
Last Updated:Sep 2, 2008 2:46 am
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You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.
When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
A treasure is what you are to me.
The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
And an angel is what you are to me.
Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A best friend is what you are to me!!
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END OF THE ROPE
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Posted:May 23, 2007 9:05 am
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2017 12:58 am
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Life is nothing, everything ends,
Do you believe me? It all depends.
Everything stops, ceases, halts
All hopes, dreams, thoughts and faults.
All you love and hate will just disappear
So uncertain, so much unclear.
What is life? A fragment of another?
All is gone, friends, father, mother.
I speak the truth, for nothing can last
It just seems to go by so terribly fast.
What is it that I see beyond the gate?
Death is everything, it is your fate.
Heaven, hell, earth, what can this be?
Nothing, for the truth, I can see.
It'd be immortal, be it doesn't exist,
Love, the only thing that could ever persist.
Why is nothing real? What is true?
The colors are fading, black, red, and blue!
Darkness is left, and I can't see
What, where, when is this? The end of me!
Oh, Death come swiftly and soon
Just so miserable, feeling only gloom
All shall end, me and you,
Nothing is real, nothing is true.
Now, goodbye to all, I must go,
I can't go on, no more, no more really
Everything stops, ceases, halts.
All hopes, dreams, thoughts and faults.
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LIFE IS NO LONGER THERE
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Posted:May 23, 2007 3:52 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2008 6:04 am
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How do you get by, when there's nobody there for you?
How do you manage to live, when nobody cares?
You have your parents but they were none to be found
You thought you had a friend, and then they disappear.
You thought you had a good life, and then its torn away.
All day long you sit alone, wishing for someone to hold you.
There's nobody to love, nobody to like, nobody to care for.
Life as you know it is no longer there.
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WHO AM I?
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Posted:May 22, 2007 5:21 am
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2009 6:13 pm
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I am a failure.
No matter where I go, I always screw things up.
Never will I succeed.
I am alone.
I am a burden.
Nothing I do is ever good enough.
I am a mistake.
I guess I should never have been brought into this world.
I am a joke.
Nobody ever takes me seriously.
I am a broken heart.
What�s the use of something that it shattered into a million tiny pieces?
I am forgotten.
It�s not that people leave me out, they just don�t remember me.
I am a .
Not that it really makes a difference, I�m no good anyways.
I am an embarrassment.
Always bringing shame upon those near me.
I am a nightmare.
A situation people would love to wake up from.
I am a disappointment.
No one will ever approve of me.
I am misunderstood.
How can someone understand you, when you don�t even understand yourself?
I am a scar.
A reminder of a bad past, that never goes away.
I am an apology.
Even when I�ve done no wrong, I am the sorry one.
I am a scream.
A cry for help that will forever go unheard.
I am a tear.
A tear that keeps falling but goes unnoticed.
I am a disgrace.
An example of complete humiliation.
I am used.
They get what they want, and then throw me away.
I am a fallen spirit.
Never to rise back up.
I am a cutter.
Same old story, same miserable .
I am lost.
So vanished I�m at the point of no return.
I am scared.
Frightened of what�s to happen with me next.
I am misplaced.
It�s not like I will ever fit in with these people.
I am a tragedy.
A cycle of misfortunes.
I am denied.
Why would they claim a disaster like me?
I am guilt.
Set aside deep into your conscience, always with you but wanted gone.
I am a smile.
So perfectly created, yet not even real.
I am a regret.
A haunting memory of what should have never happened.
I am broken.
Almost impossible to put back together.
I am a masterpiece.
Flawlessly constructed on the outside, with a past of hidden pain on the inside.
I am helpless.
Nothing can save me now.
I am me�
I am that girl that can never do anything right with her life.
I am that that everyone loves to hate.
I am that that cries herself to sleep at night, wishing she were someone else.
I am that girl lying on the ground, the bathroom floor as her comfort zone.
I am invisible.
People say they can see right through me, but really they can�t see me at all.
I am everything that could ever go wrong.
I am everything that you are glad you aren�t.
I am everything that you don�t want me to be.
Love me, despise me.
Accept me, refuse me.
Stay with me, abandon me.
I can't be anything except for the person I've become.
I can�t change and I won�t change.
Perfection will never be apart of me.
In fact, its all my imperfections that make up the person you see standing before you.
Changing isn�t an option,
But I have no choice except to be what I've always been.
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WHATS REALLY GOING ON
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Posted:May 19, 2007 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2017 12:59 am
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You can't see behind my eyes, what really lies beneath it all.
You don't know when I cry or when I'm afraid.
You can't see the real Me, because I try to hide my face.
I hide in the corner where it’s all black and gray, where everyone's afraid to go
and would rather just stay away.
They think I'm just a girl who wants nothing to do with anyone.
But really do they know what's going on?
I hide in my corner and in the rain
and cry my eyes out so no one sees my pain.
People act like they care, but they really don’t.
They make up jokes and think I don't know.
The pain really hurts only if they knew.
But they don't because
I just refuse.
I can't help but have all this pain.
Which will make me remain the same.
Huddled up in my little black and gray
corner, all alone again.
But I guess that's just where I'll stay.
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TRUE FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND
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Posted:May 19, 2007 2:16 am
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2008 3:19 pm
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Like a needle in a haystack,
true friends are hard to find.
That's why I'm so thankful that I can call you mine.
Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears.
You've kept my many secrets,
Throughout the past four years.
You've been there through my afflictions,
You've witnessed my defeats.
I'll remember all the good times,
And pray the bad ones don't repeat.
With you my heart is honest,
but there's one thing you should really know
That you are the best and
Thank you for everything you've done
There's no one else like you.
No one that could ever be a
true "best" friend like you!
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