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"Let's commit to the fire that's been lit Swollen lips , Hands grasping at our hips - Sinners..."
Posted:Aug 18, 2019 7:13 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2019 9:09 am
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"Let's commit the fire that's been lit
Swollen lips , Hands grasping at our hips - Sinners..."

I cannot add the eroticism of these lyrics...

what say you little pretties...
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Get of head and on the tip of tongue cause you taste too sweet. Get into bed, and baby tonight, maybe we’ll both lose sleep. You breathe in ear what I want hear while you’re sinking beneath sheets. You’re pressing your body on top of body, too many lips bit to speak. I want to know- wherever you’re going, you’re brimming off color through holes in your outline. I’ve been waiting for you and this moment forever, forever’s about time. Why don’t you begin with the dress & I’ll cover the rest, such a dangerous mess that we’re both living in, both giving in to the night let’s ignite such a flame with our passion.

Let’s commit
To the fire that’s been lit
Oh, the lust runs through your blood
As the sex drips from your skin

Swollen lips
Hands grasping at our hips
A need for more
She’s at the tip
On her knees begging
“Please, , make me a sinner”
!

Oh, no, make me a sinner
(, I’ll make you a sinner)
Make me a sinner,
(, I’ll make you a sinner)
She’s on her knees begging
“Please, , make me a sinner”

Take control if you want , but if you don’t need , I’ll do what I have . The bedroom, the bathroom, wherever you ask go, take me, I’ll move you, I want -do you. Do you think too much, or too soon, or too quick? Do you like it on top? Do you want me to switch? Are these marks on back? Are these bites on arms? Did the neighborhood hear you? We’re sounding alarms. And we’re calm but the eye of the storm is the worst. Are you down for more? Should I finish this first? Cause you scream and you curse and you yell that it hurts but you grin like you like it, I like how you work. It’s been too long, we’re too gone, we’re faded and jaded and naked and fuck it, I love it, it’s lust and it’s just what I needed, it just what I wanted. Ride it like you mean it, tell me how you want it, again.

words now
Running down like sweat
the bottom of your neck
Let voice take control
As the love’s getting thicker,

She said
“Don’t you ever head,”
Well, don’t you ever this bed
She’s on her knees begging
“Please, , make me a sinner”
!" - DD LUXZ - "Sinners"
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hmm...

but, do we luv...
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I'm not the center of the universe, you keep spinning 'round me just the same..." for my dancers...
Posted:Aug 17, 2019 8:47 am
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2019 9:09 am
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I know I'm not the center of the universe, but, you keep spinning 'round me just the same... From December to Gold to Heavy...

These song lyrics took me from a euphoria in "December" to total ecstasy like "Gold" in January to just another day in February... A "Heavy" day...

She told me that she wanted to meet me for a date... I was so happy... she gave me her phone number... and, we became FB friends... I saw a future of "firsts" on the horizon...

we setup a crazy date in Denton, but, it was interesting... you watch, you listen... you enjoy her laughter... her openness... her gentle nature... you like her voice... all the signals are there... the promise of something beautiful to come... in the future... and, I thought ... yes, "this is my December... these are my snow covered dreams..." --

I'm like that sometimes...

Linkin Park - "My December"
"This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I Just wish…"

And, in January... when we came together... like two "sameones" feeling such a wonderful blend of total oneness... firsts beginning to happen... a quiet explosion of emotions... with each tender kiss... each touch... each slow move...
"a motion in slow, paced flutters of the heart...
waves undulating in a symphony of erotic sounds going off at an unpredictable pace.." this, another easy going ism

a brief and intense fury followed by long slow kisses... no wasted words.. firsts blasting thru that fragile heart, open for passion "no vacancy" sign flashing bright

And, I was thinking heaven... gold... at last...

Kiiara - "Gold"
"Gold up in my, gold up in my teeth (gold up, gold up in my teeth)
Don’t care what you say to me, I'ma bite your feelings out (gold up in my teeth)
I missed you in the basement (gold up in my teeth)
But your brother was a good substitute for you

And if you love me, love me but you never let me go
When the roof was on fire, you never let me know
Say you’re sorry honey, but you never really show
And I could leave the party without ever letting you know
Without ever letting you know
Gold up in my, gold up in my teeth (gold up, gold up in my teeth)
Tastes like money when I speak (gold up, gold up in my teeth)
And I…"

And... just as quickly... it was gone.. there wasn't any comfort in the panic... problems appeared that didn't need to be there... the only good thing was that Linkin Park was back... just sayin'...

Linkin Park - "Heavy" (feat. Kiiara)
I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cause I can't escape the gravity

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy
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so... why these three songs...

well... I luv Linkin Park and Kiiara... and, "Heavy" incorporates Kiiara with some incredible vocals... combining two great musical experiences, like what I felt...

"I know I'm not the center of the universe, but, you keep spinning 'round me just the same..."

I'm just a simple man... those were great firsts...

easy going...

thanks for reading...
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"You've brought craving, a wanting that haunts me I can't let you go Just needed you to know"
Posted:Aug 16, 2019 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2019 9:08 am
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"And you've brought craving, a wanting that haunts
Stand by, I've tried I can't let you go
Just needed you to know..."

Something in the way he moves you, you've not felt that for so long
you craved a lover that haunted your dreams... that, is also gone

like the desert misses the rain... passionate thoughts you've had to cure alone
like a Flight Facilities song "I crave you"... yes, I would
you're ready to a hold of me... whatever you it

spin that wheel of fortune tonight...
for you... I might...

you might take that chance...

you might take a side now...
make not let you go...

take a hold of, a hold of... this...
bite into that sweet body bliss...

ask ... ready... say yes... I might...
make that erasable mark on my soul...

I' m ready for you... I'll take that chance... I might...
for you...
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"You found a way into my inside, I felt it
Stand by, don't wanna let you go
And you've got, a hold on, a hold on
A spell whatever you it, you it
The sane times are all I know

'Cause I never wanna take a chance
I've never been a fighter man, but
I might for you, yeah I might for you
And I never wanna take the time
I never wanna take a side babe
But I might for you, yeah I might for you

And you've brought craving, a wanting that haunts me
Stand by, I've tried I can't let you go
You've got, a hold on, a hold on
A spell whatever you it, you it
Just needed you to know

This mark you made, I can't erase it
Oooooh ooooh
This mark you made, I can't erase it
Oooh, all I know, all I know

That I never wanna take a chance
I never been a fighter man, but
I might for you, yeah I might for you
And I never wanna take the time
I never wanna take a side babe
But I might for you, yeah I might for you..." - Bridge - "I Might"
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I definitely might...
hmm...
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"Come away with me in the night. Come away with me And I will write you a song..."
Posted:Aug 11, 2019 9:27 am
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2020 6:01 pm
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"Come away with me in the night. Come away with me
And I will write you a song..."

I do luv these thoughts...

I don't like chick flicks... for movies, I'm about aliens, cowboys, death and destruction, unbelievable tales where men are men and women are women... I like superman, batman, incredible hulk, the walking dead, It... really, really scary, gory movies... those are the media experiences define me (but, do they... I seem to have deviated from the path with the last four movies I've seen: "A Star is Born"; "Bohemian Rhapshody"; "Rocket Man"; "Yesterday"...)

so let's be sure about ...

Oh sure... if I did (but, I don't) I might have a "top" 10 list (a mere coincidence)...

Be as it may... Give me "Cool Hand Luke"... "Bullet"... "The Fast and the Furious (1 thru 7)"... any Bond movie... Alien(s) (1 thru infinity)...

I hope I have made this crystal clear... like my only preference is for women... melonlicious breasted women... and some "not-so" melonlicious breasted women with intriguing minds, -isms, writing ability, and such... blow me away... they take me to places I want to be... in my mind... killing me ever so softly because I haven't known them in the biblical sense... yet... lips watering... tongue putting a mild suppressant over them.. my love potion would be from their making... from their essence... their minds touching mine... opening the butterfly wings to wrap me up in... like a Christmas gift... only better..

So... I happened to be watching "Maid in Manhattan"... it could happen to anyone... Yes, I must confess I'd seen it before... afterall... Jennifer Lopez is in it... I luv women... Latin women included...

Back to my story... you know... I've told you all I find songs with all of my filters opened... some of you have closed off filters you never realized you had... you no longer are open to new things... like you once were... I like the old and the new... I cling to classics just like I seek new Adele.. new Tina Dyco... new Sia... new Hannah Reid... and the next set of news... or firsts as I like to think of them...

So... I'm watching the movie... barely... 'cause... you know...

and, this song comes on like a missing ingredient to a recipe... like the fluttering of the thoughts of luv running thru... otherwise... innocent, day-to-day occurrences...
"Come away with me in the night... Come away with me... and I will write you a song..." or... sing you a lullaby... or two... on our way to a first...

these lyrics could seal the deal for us... I would pen words for us... taking them off of your lips... those lips I kiss... the ones I long to be with... both sets... of course...

Let us go somewhere we cannot be tempted with lies... where we can make luv on clouds... be together... all alone... without being lonely...

let us be a happy ending to a great first step of the rest of our lives...

like in a movie... where coincidences keep happening... we will make our own path... our own steps together...

there will be obstacles in our way... if it were easy...you wouldn't be reading this now... you wouldn't be here...

fairytale stories live inside us... they may have been trapped and covered up with baggage we've forgotten journeys ago... (another easy going ism)...

I'm willing to find way with you...

please give these a read... and, maybe a listen...
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"Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us, with their lies
And I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-
So won't you try to come
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me..." Norah Jones - "Come away with me"
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let's listen to rain falling... together...
come away with me...
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"Oh, but you, with your angel face... You take me to a place, I've never been..."
Posted:Aug 9, 2019 6:48 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2019 9:55 am
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"Oh, but you, with your angel ... You take to a place, I've never been..."

waiting for you... I heard this today... I can't stop listening to it...

she is not for ... you are... I don't lie... I tell it like it is... I write these posts for you... if you are wet reading these posts... then, perhaps, there is a chance for us... in the cyberspace of this site... we may be able to survive long enough...

avoiding so many near-misses... the pretenders whispering sweet nothings in your ear... as the keyboards type away... they clang with intensity and lust... but, lack the sincerity of these penned words...

I don't need any pictures...

I don't need the ones that's queen... I just need the one's that's clean...

where ever that butterfly alights... where ever those lips taste the essence that is real... the stuff that these dreams are made of... the wetness between your legs... that pounding of your heart... something calling you... where to go...

when... how... where...

could it be that god's country is motioning to you with the loving touches that you read about... those memories that you've been dreaming about...

Mostly, good... mostly, I make the people that care about ... happy...

I don't like... I want you to know ... I want you to be with ... help take you there...

we are not so innocent... we want what we want... it is not so hard to ask...

hooked on these lyrics... after hearing the song...

please give them a read...
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"Mostly bad, mostly I make
The people that care about , love , sad
And I don't know why
Mostly I lie and maybe it's because
I don't want anyone to know who I am
Oh, but you, with your angel
You take to a place, I've never been
Oh, but you, with your innocence
You break through my defense

only good with you
only good with you
I've done so many things wrong
I've sung a thousand songs
What did you see in ?
It's still a mystery
Thought that I was through
You made someone new
And only good with
only good with you

Mostly a mess, never say no
Get myself in trouble telling everybody yes
I don't know why
Oh but you, When I feel your love
Your better than any drug
I ever had
Oh, but you, you make me see in light
In the darkest night

only good with you
only good with you
I've done so many things wrong
I've sung a thousand songs
What did you see in ?
It's still a mystery
Thought that I was through
You made someone new
And only good with you
only good with you

When you are around
All the demons in my head
Can't be found (Can't be found, Can't be found)

only good with you
only good with you
I've done so many things wrong
I've sung a thousand songs
What did you see in ?
It's still a mystery
Thought that I was through
You made someone new
And only good with you
only good with you…" -- LP - "Good with you"
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Would you only be good with ... would I only be good with you...

could we try it once... a first... and, if we like it... another first... followed by as many firsts as we want...

what say you my little pretties... did you listen to LP... did you like this song... I have it on re-wind...
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"Write your name on the palm of my hand, start again. with the sun in my eyes I trace your outline."
Posted:Aug 4, 2019 7:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2019 8:35 am
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"So write your on the palm of my hand, let's start again...
with the sun in my eyes I can trace your outline..." - yes, please...

Maybe, I am just writing write... I thought that I was writing a purpose... that goddess that sees me... that heavenly creature that I have connected with... but, alas... it has not borne any fruit yet... will it ever...

I do want you write your on the palm of my hand... let us have our first moment together... a meeting of like-minded people... she wants please and be pleased... he wants the ... ones... not "soul mates" because that implies one... and with all of these wonderful peeps, shouldn't the law of averages imply more than one... perhaps...

but, this is written you...

although these lyrics have been posted before... they are shared now for this journey begin with you...

When you read me... you feel something...
I want you pick me up... I want you get me of my head... take us both there...

Read the words I've written you... put on our fave song... dance in the moonlight... or in the easy going zone...

Let's read each other's minds and make that first of firsts happen...

As I write... I think... it is so simple... It's not complicated... It's not rocket science... although, I did start a conversation with a lady once... and, when she said she was a rocket scientist, I got up and walked away... 'cause that was just too funny...

but, today... I reach you.... give this a listen... give it a read... and, then respond me...

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"As soon as I arrive i forget why I even came
And I can feel the pulse take control but it's all still the
See I get so pushed back when I run laps inside of my head
Go and put headphones on and wish you were here
So, pick me up, now i've been of my head
Pick me up where I'm found get me outta my head oh oh oh woah
Pick me up, turn around...
So write your on the palm of my hand, let's start again
with the sun in my eyes I can trace your outline
So, pick me up, now i've been of my head
Pick me up where I'm found get me outta my head oh oh oh woah
Pick me up, now i've been of my head
So pick me up soon enough we'll forget everything
Pick me up, turn around
Why can't I read your mind like you do mine all of the time
Pick me up, now i've been of my head
Pick me up where I'm found get me outta my head
Oh pick me up, now i've been of my head
With the sun in my eyes I can trace your outline
So pick me up, turn around..." - Mansionair - "Pick me up"
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"So write your on the palm of my hand, let's start..."

I luv how this sounds... I luv how it reads... I want hear these words from you...

hmm...
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"Swallow my fable, I was not enough With my eyes closed, still dancing in your love..."
Posted:Aug 3, 2019 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2019 12:37 pm
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"Swallow my fable, I was not enough
With my eyes closed, still dancing in your love..."

pages written, memories on the wall
passion, lights green until the fall

no doubt in my mind, what was pounding underneath,
not a silly love song, one for eternity

my feelings deeper than prayer
your promises took me there

what I saw was a goddess
what you proclaimed godless

One and one supposed to make two
thoughts of loneliness with you

let me breathe the essence of your circles
like "smoke on the water" from Deep Purple

nothing left for me to say
it's time for me to walk away

felt like we were on a
got to move on with my life

put my faith in someone else
be true to thine own self
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"And into the darkness
Did you feel I was divine?
'Cause I felt the power when I lay down at your side
And I felt the rhythm, I felt the fever in your mind
I couldn't save you, but at least I say I tried

If your love was ever mine
It would stay with me tonight
I'm praying, praying
You can see it in my eyes
There's a rage still reminds me
I'm waiting, waiting

You don't believe in divine
But can't you tell me you believe in mine?
'Cause you've been my god, my god
And when you're gone, I'm godless, I'm godless
You don't believe in love
But can't you say you've been thinking of us?
'Cause you've been my god, my god
And when you're gone, I'm godless, I'm godless

Swallow my fable I was not enough
But with my eyes closed, I'm still dancing in your love
Inside, I'm dreaming I'll be alone with you again
And I can still hold you like I held you in the end..." - Banks - "Godless" (godless) .......................................................................................

I don't know what's real
except Key & Peele
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I had my first Hookah lounge & belly dancing experience last night. How cool was that. So much fun.
Posted:Jul 28, 2019 6:36 pm
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2019 7:07 pm
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I had my first Hookah lounge & belly dancing experience last night... How cool was that... So much fun...

I let it all happen... no pre-conceived notions... no, "I'll not do this"... no, "I'm not going try that"...

It was all open...

I was early... My buds came late... It is ok... I'm always punctual with dates... but, with buds... there's always a reason be late...

And, it worked good, 'cause the Hookah attendant/waiter took the time to explain the menu, the atmosphere, and answered all of my questions...

I ordered appetizers and some drinks, and waited on my friends to arrive... 30 minutes later, they showed up... but, then, they were the ones that have experience with Hookah lounges and belly dancers... although, I had always wanted to participate in such an outing... you know... get outside of your comfort zone... do things you've never done... read a menu that features food you're not even sure how to pronounce or if it's safe to eat... especially, if you are not a lover of spicy food... Oh, don't get me wrong, I love food... and, variety, just not and spicy...

When they showed up, they ordered our Hookah concoctions... I asked that they be gentle with me, as I'm not a smoker, period... they ordered me "Sex on the beach"... now, it sounds all good, but, there was not sex, and this was a mild experience for me... and, I have say there was a buzz... they showed me how inhale, and what do... and, then the experience began...
tons of young people showed up between 9:00 pm and midnight... good thing I got there early "Vee Hookah Lounge" in Allen, Texas (yes, part of God's country), not too far from my house... the coolest thing was that the dj put some 21st century classic tunes on throughout the night... I gave "Soundhound" a wearing out, as all kinds of remixed music was flowing...
although, when the belly dance appeared at midnight, the music was middle-eastern... and, I pictured a snake coming out of some container...
but, that didn't happen... what came into my world was a melonlicious breasted goddess from some foreign country that I could travel to in a heartbeat...
I was smitten, as were many ( and alike) it was an experience that I want repeat as another "first"...

She moved in ways that said she was a woman with a mission... maybe, not mars, but, this martian, she could definitely fulfill all kinds of fantasies... oh, let me rub whatever I need , just be with her...
I'm not going say that I fell in love with her... but, I could have...
the overall experience gave me an incredible buzz... we left the place at 1:00 am... and, no, there wasn't a happy ending there, but, it was definitely an experience worth doing once...
a Song that goes with this , 'cause I was going use it as inspiration anyway...
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"I trace gold and silver
Led by my heartbeat
do I think I am
Power is my mistress
Idols of fortunes
do I think I am
do I think I am

Oh God of Abram
Oh God of Isaac
Pull your sword
And lead me on
My vine has withered
My roots have shattered
Pull your sword
And lead me on

I dance with the devil
I kind of like it
do I think I am
Tells me that I'm handsome
That I deserve it
do I think I am
do I think I am..." - Missio - " do I think I am"
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"..."

Have any of you done anything like this... please let me know...
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"These five words in my head Scream, "Are we having fun yet?" Are we having fun yet?..."
Posted:Jul 27, 2019 10:08 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2019 6:48 pm
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"These five words in my head
Scream, "Are we having fun yet?"
Are we having fun yet?..."

"have you been to the bottom of that slide
playin' chutes and ladders, an adult glide" - another easy_going ism

she told me "as long as we're havin' fun"
I knew her, like a book to a seasoned author

like a razor to the smoothness of that pretty face
like a song lyric from amazing grace

this is how I see you, the lessons you teach
ransom notes just out of reach

those five words in my head
are we havin' fun yet

never made it as a wise man
more like one of the monkey's clan

you knew that I loved you always
reminding me of much better days

what doesn't kill us makes us strong
still not right from being wrong

to the bottom of that bottle
why not ease up on that throttle

shoot that last arrow, puncture that dream
let me close that chapter, wanna scream

don't need you to say sorry
working on a love story
.....
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"Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Into the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, "Are we having fun yet?"
Are we having fun yet?" - Avril Lavigne - "How you remind me" (Nickelback cover)
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I'll take that chance making those memories...
the original by Nickleback is sweet...
but, this one leaves me longing for you
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"Like the way you say it Tell me the words you told me that day If I could believe it I could stay"
Posted:Jul 26, 2019 6:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2019 12:09 pm
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"I like the way you say it
Tell the words you told that day
Maybe if I could believe it I could just stay" - eargasm ... slowly... surely...

Banks, you move like a needle on vinyl
come be with me, make our love final

love me, I like the way you say it
taste me, contaminate me, do it

you wanna get to know me
I'll be your Obi-Wan Kenobe

"tired of quick goodbyes
open up those taste-me thighs" - another easy going ism...

mine is the of someone who loves you
no need for lies this heart will be true

like an addiction trapped here
against all odds, I have no fear

take there, lift to heaven
please don't stop, beggin'

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"You wanna get to know
You memorized the lines of my thighs
I knew before you told me you'd get it right
And you took the dark for granted
And you love me like you promised your wife
It's almost like you planned it in the daylight
I like the way you say it
Tell me the words you told me that day
Maybe if I could believe it I could just stay
'Cause I like the way you do it
Yeah I like the way you move it show the way
I like the way you get it on the freeway
And I wish I could change it
And we're always gonna be contaminated
And oh, I know what we need
You start letting go
Our love is tainted
You said they'd be against us
I say, "You care too much what they say"
You said, "Do a favor, give some faith"
'Cause you promised me you'd do it
You said, ", let prove it, in the
This is the of someone who loves you, babe..." - Banks - "Contaminated" slowed version...
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head to toes eargasm...
the original is special... but, the "slowed" version will bend those knees...
I like the way you do it...
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"You're not a monster I'm not a monster But, we have monsters inside - Your heart is too kind..."
Posted:Jul 21, 2019 9:45 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2019 7:54 am
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"You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside - Your heart is too kind..."

I feel I know you inside and out... even though we've not met in the biblical sense... face to face...

we've made luv (in my mind)... a first... an intimate moment I want to relive... only... not as a dream... but, as the drops of our passion wetting our appetite land on these wanting bodies... with eyes on eyes... lips on lips... your breath on mine... no fear of losing what we don't have... no fear of the hurt cums with a luv like ours...

you are not fooling me... your eyes see others... beyond me... your heart will be mine... your laughter will make me laugh... our bodies will collide like two cupids on ecstasy... for their arrows our bouncing off of us... some kinda armor shielding us from what is meant to be...

in the spirit of TWD,Transformers & Marvel comics... we see only monsters... but, we are not monsters... I'm not a monster... but, we all have monsters inside us...

you are tired of being alone... looking to the ceiling and cuming up empty... filled with someone else's pleasure... not one's of your own...

People say... if it was meant to be... then, it will be... I say... be lucky... be very lucky... make your own luck...

where does your body live... is it swimming in a sea of "pleased"... am I hanging from a rope... waiting... maybe, wading... hmm... can you picture me with you... a goodnight kiss... a wake-up first... together and just being...

do we need to look under the bed... in the closet... what's going thru your head... you're not a monster... I'm not a monster... but, we have monsters inside...

I wrote this for you...

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"I already know you inside and out
Yes, I know you
We met in my dreams
You can't fool me
Your heart is too kind
Think you're a monster?
You must not know
My heart is black as can be
Your heart is brighter than the sun
My body hangs from the rope
Your body lays gently in the sea
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside of us
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside our minds
I'm tired of endless decay
You're tired of being alone
One day I'll kiss you goodnight
One day you'll sing me to rest
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside of us (Repeat x 4)
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside..." - Missio - "Monsters"
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"You're not a monster... I'm not a monster... but, we have monsters inside..."

so true... to infinity & beyond....

hmm...
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"tryna make our movie, it's a two-way, U the main attraction, 4 the love, I need U for that action."
Posted:Jul 20, 2019 7:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2019 4:49 pm
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"tryna make our movie, it's a two-way, what you say,
you the main attraction, for the love, I need you for that action..." - for my dancers...

second thoughts clouding this mind...
main attraction, one of a kind

what's in it for u... goes for two...
put you in a trance, make you glow...

rating the blessin's over the nothin's...
you the feature... starrin'...

if I release you, will I regret it...
bring me the next one on the planet

am I man enough to know...
baby... do you have to go...

same ole steps, never learn...
feel my heart burn, burn, burn...

take my hand, show me the way...
don't let me be the one to stray...

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Are you tryna get back at me?
You can't let 'em win, all they really wanna do is distract me
She like, "Who you fooling? You been out here tryna make a movie"
She like, "Boy, it's a two-way, groupies only following what you say"
It's a sham, 'cause they all know who I am (who I am)
Overlooked, now they think they understand (understand)
Got a Benz that’ll put 'em in a trance (in a trance)
I can't let my baby slip up out my hands, damn
You know, you the main attraction (ah, ah, ah)
I can't hear nobody else for the love, I need you for that action
And she like, "Who you trying? I ain't the only one that you been eyeing"
I'm like, "Woah must see two sides" (woah, fine)
She told me she love me, now it's time to choose sides
It’s a shame, how could I be running game (running game)
After all the trials after everything (everything)
Wedding ring, I could change your last name (last name)
But I can't let 'em get my baby outta pain, aye
Yeah
If I let her go (woah)
Will I regret it? Will I forget it?
Well, it's something I don't know (woah)
It's something I don't (something I don't, uh)
If I let her go (woah)
Will I regret it? Will I forget it?
Well, it’s something I don’t know (woah)
It's something I don’t know..." - 6LACK - "Let Her Go"
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give it a listen if you've a mind to be in my easy goin' zone...
make a memory with me...
be my star...
let me understand you...
hmm...
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Paying it forward... thanks BiggLala - I hope this helps...
Posted:Jul 18, 2019 6:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2019 6:08 pm
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Adding the post in a comment, like my flower, since it seems words don't disappear from comments... 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️

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Soooo...it seems we've travelled back in time to three years ago when the site removed standard members' ability to read and respond to emails. With this recent change to standard membership, the rhetoric is exactly the same. Post after post, after post...

Anyway...I get it, it's frustrating as fuck. I know it was clear to me when I first joined that I had to to interact with anyone. This was before I even knew about other communication tools like the blogs, , rooms, A/L, etc. I've used those tools in various measures throughout my five years here to interact with people.

Still, we can just sit here and complain (like I do 😂 ) or make it better (like I've attempted to do several times, which we know hasn't worked, hence the complaining 😜 ). One of the ways I, and some other bloggers, have done to attempt to make communication better is to promote the use of a private blog post. Many of you have seen the link to this post, "Build your own Private Postbox Receive Readable Messages and Reply" ://Senior Sizzle./blog/654000/post_40748.html. I think some of you who set up such a post have found it valuable... least the hope is that you have.

Now...it's your turn to help spread that message. Given the writing on the wall, I think it unlikely other members will see my link and get the information they need. This is mostly due to my suspicion that the blogs will eventually become solely an angry venting place, rather than a social, idea sharing place. I don't want to be as active in that place...thus, few people will see the instructions.

I mostly on you popular, 'top blogger' folks. Those of you daily posters, who often claim you care about 'this community', what happens to it, and the people in it. Add the Private Postbox blog post instructions to *YOUR* blog page. You can contact on my private post, Your Diary, to exchange external email so I can send the information to you. Miss Darling Annette took a great deal of time and effort to put the information together to help 'this community' and its members. All you have to do is copy and paste.

So simple...there's no reason not to it forward.

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Need a way to message ALL members?...click ://Senior Sizzle./blog/654000/post_40748.html for helpful instructions in setting up a private messaging blog post.
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