Ever Wonder
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Posted:Jan 11, 2006 10:51 pm
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2019 8:50 pm
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If a person to whom you have never spoken with, but had significant, lingering eye contact with, retained the memory of the moment for any appreciable length of time ? I believe that everyone has probably featured a stranger in their masturbation fantasies. Someone, seen perhaps for only an instant, but evoking immediate sexual attraction. Do you ever wonder if they might include you in their fantasies ? What would you do if you actually met this person in the future ?
Are you thinking about someone right now --- and becoming aroused ? Well, the same person could be engaged in a fantasy about you at the same time !
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First in a long time; Last for the year
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Posted:Dec 31, 2005 9:39 pm
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2019 8:52 pm
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In my time zone, there is less than one hour remaining in 2005. I really wish everyone here the very best New Year ever. This past year has been very difficult for me and my family. Actually, it seems like it has been a terrible year for most everyone around the world. Hopefully, we will all have a reprieve from all of the strife and turmoil that has befallen us.
Despite all of these serious issues, 2005 truly was a great year for me because of all the amazing friends I have come to know from this site. I am so thankful that I decided to become involved in blogging, and later, that I decided to attend the convention in Chicago. I must believe that fate played a major role in those decisions. I just could not begin to imagine living my life without having known my new friends.
For everyone who has visited my blog, I thank you so much for your kind words and support. I am not sure of my future here. I may begin to post more frequently, once again.
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SICK SEX
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Posted:Nov 26, 2005 9:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, actually, having sex while feeling ill. This topic is on my mind today because I am in the midst of my first cold / sore throat in about one year. I am really hoping this does not turn into bronchitis or even worse, pnemonia like it has a few times in the past. Anyway, getting back to my favorite subject ( Sex ), being ill ( Even Deathly Ill ) has never significantly lowered my sex drive. I can recall several times with my ex when we both had raging fevers and terrible coughing fits, but still were highly aroused and engaged in vigorous sex to the point of complete collapse. A truly unexpected benefit of having " Sick Sex ", was that with my ex having a fever, her internal body temperature felt incredible when I entered her ! It was something like the feeling of a hot bath surrounding my penis, but oh so much better ! I actually feel guilty for feeling so much pleasure as a result of her fever, but hey ! we were both quite ill at the time ! Honestly, I don't understand why the sex drive did not take a rest during these illnesses. Perhaps, it has something to do with the need to bring about new life when the body feels threatened by disease. That is a question for social scientists or others with more knowledge of human behavior than what I possess. All I know is that I am ill tonight, but remain horny as ever ...... without a partner !
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SICK SEX
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Posted:Nov 26, 2005 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, actually, having sex while feeling ill. This topic is on my mind today because I am in the midst of my first cold / sore throat in about one year. I am really hoping this does not turn into bronchitis or even worse, pnemonia like it has a few times in the past. Anyway, getting back to my favorite subject ( Sex ), being ill ( Even Deathly Ill ) has never significantly lowered my sex drive. I can recall several times with my ex when we both had raging fevers and terrible coughing fits, but still were highly aroused and engaged in vigorous sex to the point of complete collapse. A truly unexpected benefit of having " Sick Sex ", was that with my ex having a fever, her internal body temperature felt incredible when I entered her ! It was something like the feeling of a hot bath surrounding my penis, but oh so much better ! I actually feel guilty for feeling so much pleasure as a result of her fever, but hey ! we were both quite ill at the time ! Honestly, I don't understand why the sex drive did not take a rest during these illnesses. Perhaps, it has something to do with the need to bring about new life when the body feels threatened by disease. That is a question for social scientists or others with more knowledge of human behavior than what I possess. All I know is that I am ill tonight, but remain horny as ever ...... without a partner !
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I have such a longing
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Posted:Nov 19, 2005 9:48 pm
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2007 10:01 pm
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To end each day, going to sleep curled around a woman I love with all of my heart. To hold her safely while she sleeps; reflecting upon the magical lovemaking we had just finished together. But, is this dream only a fantasy ? Is this woman somewhere out in the real world tonight, longing for me as well ?
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IF I HAD THE POWER
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Posted:Nov 12, 2005 6:17 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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To do something significant, far reaching, and enduring in what remains of my lifetime ....... I would wish for the power to help all of my friends who smoke, to be free of that deadly addiction forever. I say this simply from concern and love for them. Please understand.
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Is There A Blogger Who Has Not Been Severely Hurt ?
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Posted:Nov 4, 2005 9:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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While talking to my new blogger friends and reading many diverse blog posts, a central theme has become more and more evident to me. Everyone has suffered at least some degree of loss, hurt, or despair, but most have endured extreme devastation in their lives. While many bloggers write posts that expose their feelings completely, others express themselves with more subtle hints of difficult life experiences. Whatever the style of writing may be, each blogger feels compelled to write.
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IT SIMPLY DID NOT MATTER .........
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Posted:Nov 1, 2005 10:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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What one's occupation or social status happened to be when I attended the blogger's convention. Actually, it was very seldom a topic of discussion. I only remember a few very brief conversations that included reference to anyone's job. Likewise, there was absolutely no flaunting of wealth or social position. The only focus upon any individual was to learn more about who that person was a fellow human being sharing this world. Now, how often is that the case in your ordinary, every day life ? I know that I have never experienced anything even remotely similar in my lifetime.
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WOULD LOVE TO SEE ALL THE COMMENTS
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Posted:Oct 29, 2005 12:26 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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But for some reason, many of the comments left by my visitors are hidden from my view. I greatly enjoy reading every comment written. Usually, I pay a visit to everyone's blog to thank them and see what is happening in their world. Obviously, this is terribly frustrating to be informed that I have comments, but not be allowed to read them. I truly hope that this is soon rectified. I am very anxious to read every word that my friends have graced me with.
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I FELT LIKE JUST SLIPPING AWAY
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Posted:Oct 25, 2005 10:31 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Because I hate to say goodbye. That is how I felt after only 48 hours of being in the real world company of my fellow bloggers. On Sunday afternoon, while most everyone was packing their belongings, I loaded my luggage into the truck ready for departure. During the trip from my room on the fourth floor down to the parking lot, I did not encounter any of my new friends. A few of them had already left earlier that morning, but most were busy with their final preparations. No one had noticed me walking out to the parking lot. For a few moments, I seriously considered starting the engine of the truck and driving away. It would have been so easy to do. I would not have to face these wonderful people and hold back any tears. My memories of each one of them would be whatever they were doing the last time that I saw them ....... mostly laughter and smiles, no tears. But, I also realized that I might not ever see some of them ever again, no matter how much I desired to do so, for nothing is certain in this life. I could not possibly leave without expressing my feelings and gratittude for having the opportunity to meet everyone. Consequently, I returned to the hotel lobby and waited for everyone to gather there and say our farewells. I remained there as long as could with the final group to depart, and at 2:15 P.M. I had my last huggs and walked out of the hotel, not even attempting to hide the tears streaming down my face. 48 hours. It changed my life. Thank you everyone.
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CHICAGO : A GATHERING OF SPIRITS
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Posted:Oct 25, 2005 1:28 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I have just returned home from Chicago about eight hours ago. An experience unlike anything I ever had previously. It was something that I wish everyone had the opportunity to participate in. This gathering of diverse individuals was,for me, a re-affirmation in the decency and intrinsic goodness of people.
Before writing anything here, I spent the evening visiting most of the blogs of the other convention members. It seems so odd to go back to reading their written words after having so many discussions face to face. What is remarkable now is that when I read the blogs, it is the voice of the writer that I hear instead of my own. How great is that !
I wish to comment here that I feel so fortunate to have had this time to meet and become friends with these wonderful people. I will write more about specific events at another time. Like most everyone else who attended, sleep was not a large part of the several days for me ! Time for me to attempt to shut-down for awhile.
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NEVER ATTENDED THE PROM
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Posted:Oct 19, 2005 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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But in less than eight hours from now, I am beginning the drive to Chicago to attend the Blogger's Convention. I have no idea what is in store for me at this event. I am just very thankful that everything fell into place to enable me to attend. As late as this afternoon, a major obstacle nearly blocked me from departing on time. It was an extremely stressful day, but fortunately, my plans did not have to be altered ..... and the road was cleared for me to embark upon a fascinating journey. I am eagerly anticipating meeting so many incredible people face to face. Unfortunately, there are those whom I desire so strongly to see, but for now, my wishes will remain unfulfilled.
When this blog does finally post, I may already be on the road driving to Chicago. ( We all know how many hours it sometimes takes before our blogs appear ! ) Anyway, I hope everyone who reads this post, takes a few moments to pray for safe trips for all the people traveling to Chicago. I certainly would appreciate it. I thank all of you.
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GOING TO CHICAGO
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Posted:Oct 11, 2005 6:06 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Only nine days remain until I begin the drive down to Chicago for the convention. I wavered for quite awhile upon my decision of whether or not to attend. With my sister being recently diagnosed with breast cancer, I did not feel entirely comfortable leaving our home area. At the same time, I have been under much stress with many family issues ( Mostly Medical ) for the past two years. I really needed a break to relax and meet some new people, to do something completely new and different from anything that I had ever experienced. So, I talked to my sister about what I was considering doing, attending the convention, and she thought it was a great idea --- exactly what I needed to refresh myself and retreat from the family for a few days. Well, that was enough for me to make the decision to go on down to Chicago.
Unfortunately, yesterday my sister learned the results of the biopsy performed last week on her right breast. It, too, was determined to be cancerous. She is currently having chemotherapy to reduce the size of the tumors, then sometime later will have both breasts removed. Then, she will be given radiation treatments. Our family is trying to be as supportive of her as possible, doing everything that we can to keep her spirits high. I really appreciate all the kinds words, prayers, and comments left in my earlier post about my sister's illness. My online friends are wonderful, caring people. Again, THANK ALL OF YOU SO MUCH !
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