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My sexual exploration
 
A journal of my play date meets, what I'm into sexually and rants.
A place to unload all my thoughts because I can't really talk about this elsewhere.
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Foreplay and clothes on sex
Posted:Aug 16, 2017 5:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2017 6:10 pm
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It's been so long since I've had sex where it's really frenzy and hot where the guy and I have remove the bare minimum for fucking. It's pure unadulterated sexual energy that all about maximizing the pleasure of achieving orgasms for both parties. I think the reason why it's been a long time since this happened because this requires long bouts of kissing, teasing, petting and other foreplay buildup where the guy has been hard and I'm soaking wet. The only way you can get relief is to fuck and cum. A guy takes out his cock and pulls my panties down so he can enter me and starts to fuck. This is all about the quickie fuck to cum. I want to get this again.








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Seduction and foreplay exploration
Posted:Aug 16, 2017 12:34 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2017 5:06 pm
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Recently, I've learned that I am terrible at seduction and foreplay. Meeting for sex is pretty much a sure thing if I find a guy fuckably hot despite me thinking otherwise. It's been such a long time since I've flirted with a guy to let him know I'm get something from him. I don't think I've ever hard flirted with a guy to let him know I'm attracted to him. As for seduction, I don't think I've ever had to seduce a guy into having sex with him. Most of the time, guys would make the move to let me know he's interested. If anything, I've learn to not show any interest because more times than not, I'm not interested in the guy who has expressed interest in me. It can be due to the fact that in bar situations, a guy is three sheets to the wind before he's worked up enough courage to talk to me or I'm in serious relationship. As such, I'm pretty horrific when it comes to flirting and seduction.

I want to change this. I'm going to learn to flirt and the art of seduction and foreplay. Going forward, I am not going to meet at any guys home or hotel just for sex. I want to meet for drinks. Flirt to get into the right sexy mode. Then I'm going to have heavy makeout sessions with lots of heavy petting. Instead of striping away clothes haphazardly like it's burning my flesh off, I want to undress slowly or make the guy slowly take it off of me piece by piece. Hey jumping with clothes are is pretty hot. So is having sex with the minimal removal. It builds a certain kind of frenzy and sexiness to foreplay, oral sex and fucking.









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Public sex- at library
Posted:Aug 13, 2017 3:42 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 3:10 pm
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There is something inately hot about library sex. A place full of books where you need to be quiet. It's just one of those taboo places where you shouldn't think about sex that makes it hot to get away with sex.



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About James
Posted:Aug 2, 2017 10:12 pm
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2017 5:21 pm
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James was a big disappointment meet. Why is it that the guys who have been chasing me longer almost always lead to big disappointments. It was a very rushed last minute meet. James had another play date but he wanted to stroke and cum to fulfill my voyeur fetish. I really didn't want to be squeezed in between his happy hour with his boys and meeting his play date. I had a feeling that it will be rushed and not a good meet, which is what it turned out to be. James pick out a rooftop bar with blaring music that wasn't conducive to chatting. In chat, James sounds hot. I've been pics of him. Mostly his cock. Cant remember his face in all honesty because I stopped chatting with him a few months back. First off I thought he was taller and less stocky with dark hair. After rushing to meet him, I thought he was this other guy who was more my fuckable type by his blue tee/black jeans description. Sadly, when I saw he was a blonde ginger with a rudy face, I lost a lot of interest. The fact that he was short and stocky took the rest. I guess James must have known nothing was going to happen since he was also in a rush to meet another play date after meeting me. The meeting was awkward and forced. I think overall this was a cluateefuck of bad. Oh well better James made the call so I didn't. As soon as I finished my drink he said nothing was going to happen because I didn't seem interested. Whatever fun plan we had for each other was nixed by lack of interest on my part which also lead to him ending it because he has a 25 yo pussy waiting for him. Good call on his part.
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Sexy eye candy
Posted:Jul 30, 2017 8:53 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2017 10:49 am
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Images of men who are so fuckably hot, I cream in my undies thinking of pouncing these kinda of guys. How I imagine men in my wet dreams.









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What's fuckably hot to me.
Posted:Jul 30, 2017 5:04 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2017 10:05 pm
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A 35+ y.o. guy with a 7 in looks with a 8" cock and a 9 body is a 10 in the fuckability department to me. If the guy can eat pussy on top of all that is an 11. Not all women will agree but that's just my criteria. There's always the rare occasions when the rule doesn't apply. Sexual chemistry is weird that way but fat ugly people will always be a hard pass. This is about fucking and I can't do it if I can't get a lady boner.



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Cumming: premature vs. none
Posted:Jul 24, 2017 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2017 1:13 pm
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As annoying as I might find when guy comes within a minute or two of entering my pussy. I find it really disappointing when a guy gets me off and he doesn't cum at all. Makes me feel incomplete in the act and like I somehow wasn't as good of a fuck as I thought. I like a guy to cum a time or two so I can get a hot load of jizz on my tits or body. Anyone care to share why guys don''t cum?

**UPDATE 7/25** I think I was unclear. I like to get hot cum on my tits and stomach as a sex act. I'm not about pressuring a guy to "fake it". Not sure how a guy would but I'm not a guy so can't say it's not possible. I think I have the answer- I just need to ask the guy or let him know I like cum on my body as a sex act like I like fingers in my pussy. I just need to ask what I can do to get him to cum and try to deliver. Hey if it's simply him jerking off and spraying me. So be it. It's all good as long as I get what I want. Now what can I do about premature ejaculation? 😅

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