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Just me telling what I want
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In 2 days...
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Posted:Mar 10, 2018 9:39 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 12:16 am
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In two more days I will have alone time! I will be able to do what I need to do before I go to work! You do not know how that excites me. A long time ago I used to use to take pictures of myself. I think I might have to wait a week or so before I can actually do that. I was hoping I would be able to this Wednesday but I have a few things that need to happen Wednesday.
I will be taking out my toys and masturbating with them. I have missed them so much.
It relieves stress
Why yes, masturbation does in fact relieve stress. Doctor’s say this is "why many women choose to masturbate when they're feeling anxiety, stress, or after a long day."
When you climax, good ol' dopamine and oxytocin are released and invoke an inner sense of calm.
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Alone Time Soon!
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Posted:Mar 9, 2018 12:04 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 12:16 am
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On Monday, my ever present will start a new job. Her old job was working for a company that should could work anywhere and anytime, pretty much. I still am working the same job but she will be gone from the house! We will still have one day off together but that is okay. Now I will be able to take care of my sexual needs before work and maybe after work. I will now be able to wake up to silence and not have to wake to hearing about work problems. Funny, she doesn’t like it when I do that. Okay, enough about her.
I don’t take care of myself as much as I should. I need that alone time to take care of myself in many ways. I need the sleep. I need the masturbation. I need the self care time.
One of my is having a horrible time right now. Depression and anxiety to do well is holding him back from doing things he wants to do. All he wants to do is play games on the computer or play on his phone. He is a young man who loves to play sports. He is going to counseling but I forget about me sometimes. My hours are insane. I start late and end sometimes after midnight but I get up early to take my to school. I go back to nap for a couple of hours then get ready for work. It is a big cycle.
There is no time to date in my life. Plus I am not sure I really want to. I will have to go for another battle with my verbally and emotionally abusive ex soon and I am not ready for anyone to be a part of that except who really needs to be. It kind of drove the last boyfriend away and I thought he loved me. He just couldn’t deal with the abusiveness of the ex towards me.
There have been a few bright spots this past week. I did spend some quiet time, while my was on a phone call with a customer. I quietly watched a few porn movie snipits and played with my pussy. I was able to have an orgasm but it was short lived. Maybe I have have an actual one on Monday.
I have been talking to this one guy for a very long time, I have never met him. Strange. We met on this site. We talk almost daily. Mostly about work, remodel of a house, my lack of a quiet time and his lack of sex from his girlfriend. We have shared pictures to help encourage the other into pleasuring themself. Sometimes it works, sometimes it does not.
Well, I feel a little better getting this off my chest. Hope to see you again real soon.
Instead of wishing you were someone else, be proud of who you are. You never know who has been looking at you wishing they were you…
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A little about me
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Posted:Mar 7, 2018 2:25 am
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2018 11:37 am
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Hello! I wanted to introduce myself a little bit. My name is Kitty Loki. If you are my friend, you can call me Loki. Unlike the Norse God, I don’t like to make trouble or be malicious towards anyone. I do like to change depending on who I am talking to and what I want at that time. If I let you in, you may find that I have a wonderful teasing side that can change quickly.
I am not a tiny, young beautiful lady but I do like who I have become. Maybe not fully but I am going to try and love myself just a little bit better again.
I am kind and understanding but I get hurt easily. I am not sure I am ready to date anyone but I really miss kissing someone and having sex. I miss feeling wanted by someone of the opposite sex. I have been very busy with work and family that I don’t have time to find someone of the opposite sex right now.
I work nights and weekends so I don’t really have a dating life schedule. I do meet and talk with many people while I am working. I do flirt but I really don’t want to date anyone I work with or see while I am at work. Things are not good when it goes south.
I am not comfortable with a one night stand. I have tried it but I didn’t like how I felt afterwards. I want someone who will want, just me and only me. I don’t want someone who will leave me and go to another. I have been that “other woman” and didn’t like it.
Family means so much to me, in fact both of my live with me, they are 28 and 15. I really wouldn’t have it any other way. My adult lives with me for a few reasons, student loans, cost of living in the Bay Area is horrible and help with my younger . Kind of limits who I can date too.
Okay, I think that is enough for now. I will share as I can. I love to write about my life. I may even post a picture or two as I go along. Who knows what I will do.
Thank you for reading.
“The two hardest things to say in life are hello for the first time and goodbye for the last.”
Moira Rogers
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