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Blogs > TicciTrac13 > BBW rants and questions!

I'm burned out...  

TicciTrac13 30F
61 posts
5/30/2017 8:51 pm
I'm burned out...

Oh god, lately when I am writing or drawing now I have been burned out for some odd reason. But, the writing is effected more than ever. I was trying to write a short sex story earlier, and I couldn't make it sound good at all. I just literally deleted it and now my word thing is blank. I have written everything on loop over and over again, about fantasies and dreams of mine that I held so close to me. Writing was fun for me, it showed my creative side more than anything. But, now writing something that I know I will never experience because of my situation and everything it makes me more upset and exhausted.

I wish, that I could have an actual job that isn't temporary. I wish, I had my own place. I wish, for so many things. Including, being with someone if he is a daddy dom or an actual guy that looks at me with love not disgust. I give anything, to live these fantasies and dreams of mine including the one that my third ex laughed and told me it won't happen. I am crying more, I am more depressed, and I feel so lonely.

Hopefully, this will pass.

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