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Ghosts Resurfacing
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Ghosts Resurfacing Summer's off to an interesting start. Balls hot weather has generated it's third named storm of this allegedly not active hurricane season. Gloomy cloudy weather looms off the S E coast of Florida with air so thick and juicy from stifling humidity that I blew off my boss and decided to avoid going outside as much as possible. Too hot for his BS.  And two Ghosts (read mistakes ) have crawled out from wherever they've been haunting. One was a long time relationship a long time ago before I even knew a mess like Senior Sizzle existed. Casper the II was a nightmare that met I here a year and half ago,watching her play with herself on cam. In fairness to the cam ghost I contacted her under false pretenses going through old contact email addresses but didn't really expect a response since she is quite proficient in ignoring direct confrontation. Maybe we're both guilty of idle hands being the Devils playthings type of deal  Who knows, all I learned from the brief convo is she's still angry for reasons she's not brave enough or cares enough to reveal. Her story and she's sticking to it. Fiona Apple's song Criminal comes to mind, luv that fucking song and admire that type of behavior, but sux when it's directed at me.  Casper from old times was truly more friendlier, was a way longer, intense relationship that had gone through more shyte together. We both thought each other was the person we were going to grow old with. But alas,south Florida with all its temptations and options was too much allure to sit around growing old together and off to the greener grass she went. There was internal problems in the relationship as well.  Saw her on a more vanilla dating site and politely poked her, making snarky comments on her profile, as my M O here has made me the titanic success with women here . She seemed pleased to hear from me and chatted briefly and no big deal, normal. Dissappeared for about a week then messages me about some stuff that was suddenly important after 10 years. K, I say and text her the same # I've had for about 30 years and she messages "I'll be in touch "So a month goes by and finally the big call comes and again pleasant, normal convo ,catching up on things, finding out who's still with us and who's an actual ghost, how mutual friends and family members are doing, nice, right? So the important stuff turns out to be shyte she left behind 10 years ago (more to this but this is already painfully too long for anyone to read ) and we make arrangements to meet. Was supposed to set something up yesterday but never heard from her. So I text her,letting her know my schedule during the week and that's normal back and forth and I say nite to ya, then within minutes the call feature on my cell makes a ringing sound and I answer, it's her and she's chit chatting at 1st, then all of a sudden she's sobbing, hysterically emotional about she's sorry, she's lonely, her life sux, everybody on the vanilla dating site just wants to bang, wants a younger woman and is completely full of shyte. I say I agree but hey,it is what it is. So what, so fucking what, it's south Florida, this is news? Hello? If anyone is still reading this far,tomorrow's the big meet  If I'm not around for for a while, I've reconnected/sacked up or my organs have been harvested in an elaborate revenge for ca$h scheme. Wish me luck.    Standards are people too.....kinda  |
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Hey U Love the new pic You got ghosted ? Twice? Unbelievable ! 1st dude must be F'd up to treat you like that. 2nd dude,possibly has shit going on that you want nothing to do with. Might be doing you a favor.  Who knows luvz ,if everything seems to be going well and contact stops suddenly for no reason, they're just too chickenshit to confront you. I know it sux but if you give them another chance, they'll do it again. I agree with you that communication has gone out the window. Glad you stopped by. Your numero uno fan Standards are people too.....kinda
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Thanks. Doll. I want to meet you too  It went well for two weekends then some resentment resurfaced during the week so didn't hear from her this weekend. Cest la vie I guess. I'm pretty busy until tomorrow anyway. Glad I still have my sole commenter.  Standards are people too.....kinda
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