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I prefer the darkness
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I prefer the darkness This showed up as a memory on my Facebook page today. This seems to be a recurrent theme. I only make love in the dark Not so my lover can't see me But so he can't see inside me My mind, my heart, my soul laid bare That's just too much to handle I never discuss personal matters with people I care about It's easier to speak with strangers Than to share something with someone I love I can't sing in front of an audience Write my feelings on paper Or express my innermost thoughts I don't mind people staring Just as long as they don't recognize me Just as long as they can't see The true person buried deep within me |
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If you don't show the true person buried deep within then aren't you deceiving the person who wants to see? And you are thereby perpetuating the hurt. When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
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You have to find the one you can trust...
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The funny, weird, whatever you want go call it, about me is that I'm actually an open book. I have very few secrets. If I'm not telling someone about what's going on in my life, I'm writing about it. I mean, I share with the world that I have an eating disorder, and many people never admit to that. Oddly, no matter how much I share or how much I uncover, there always seems to be a new layer or discovery. I feel like no one knows me because I feel like I don't know myself.
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