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Angel's Lullaby
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Angel's Lullaby This post is definitely not what you all are used to seeing here. This is hard for me to to talk about and I have gone back and forth about a thousand times trying to decide whether or not to approach this on here. I finally confided in a friend of mine on here about what happened. I was surprised at how good it felt to finally talk about what happened. So here goes nothing... -------------------------------------------------------------------- As some of you may have noticed, Joey and I disappeared around the beginning of June. We disappeared because we found out we were going to have a baby. That was quite the surprise and it took us all of about thirty seconds to realize how excited we both were. I have four from my first marriage and have always stepped away from the lifestyle during pregnancy and up until my little one had their first birthday. Joey and I made the decision to delete the account and start the newest chapter of our lives together. Everything was going well until July 4th. I wasn't feeling well after we ate, so I decided to lay down for a bit. That's when I noticed the cramping. It felt like an upset tummy at first and gradually got worse as the evening progressed. Joey took me to the hospital when the bleeding started. An ultrasound revealed the worst case scenario... I was having a miscarriage. I was 11 weeks pregnant with our angel baby. Joey and I were both emotionally distraught and we grieved our loss as my body started to heal. We came back to Senior Sizzle so I could write in my blog again. Writing has always been a passion of mine and it has always been relaxing for me. Throughout this past week, it has been therapeutic in the sense that it has been a brief escape from reality each day. I know that I will continue to feel the grief of our loss, but I will continue to heal. Physically, my body has healed and we decided to ease back into the physical side of our relationship today. Joey was patient and gentle with me and we took it slow. Making love to him was incredible as always. I needed the physical closeness and intamacy of the moment. It was comforting to feel him once again. Joey has been beyond amazing through all of this. He is my rock and the love of my life. I honestly cannot ask for a better man to spend the rest of my life with. We talked about it and made the decision to try again in the near future. We are not certain when, but we definitely want to have a baby together. On the bright side, this means that we get to practice our baby making skills until the time is right for us to try again. And that alone is something we can definitely look forward to. |
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I was once a trucker and had a trucker babe. I actually had one in just about every state. I love those girls out there who love us truckers. You have know idea how you pass the time and make a lonely life barable. I would have lost my mind if it wasnt for all the trucker babes out there thank you
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So sorry to both of you for your loss. I couldn't even begin to imagine the emotional roller coaster or the pain and emptiness that accompanies this sort of reality. As a Catholic I believe in God and a higher power and that the power to be does not make us carry a cross we can not handle. Everything in life happens for a reason and perhaps this is a sign to make you both recognize something that will come in the future. Be prepared to accept this challenge when it comes..... Sending Prayers and Hugs...... SIG
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Sorry to hear about that. Big hug for you!  Thoughts from the Garden...
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