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easy_going2014 57M
6739 posts
4/2/2016 8:16 pm


"I miss her..." It's been three years since I was last with her... She was the only woman that had throat orgasms...

I may have written about her before... but, today, it just hit me... as many things have happened to me this week... And, so I thought I would write this post instead of the one I had intended on writing...

Let's call her Rachel... I've never dated a woman named Rachel... so, that makes it safe...

Anyway, I met her in 2006 while working in Fort Worth on a project. She was the hotel manager of the place that I was staying at for the duration of the project. She had short red hair (has since let it grow out naturally) on a body that was about 5' 2". She is a BBW. She has melonlicious breasts that I adored... But, that is not what captured my attention. No... she has soft blue eyes... She didn't wear make-up... She was born in New Mexico, and had a house in Minneola, Texas (yes, there is a town near Tyler called Minneola).

She did not wear revealing clothing, the kind that says suck on my tits, here they are for you to have a first-hand examination... No, she wore clothes that were appropriate and, so it concealed the wonder of her breasts for me... but, that was only for a few months... She finally agreed to have dinner with me...

I had to get some inside help from a younger co-worker, who was a student at UNT and, she felt sorry for me, and so, arranged it so that Rachel could actually meet me for dinner at a restaurant nearby that the hotel did cross-couponing marketing with... Essentially, the restaurant chain would refer people to the hotel and the hotel would get discounts on food and free appetizers.... so, she decided to meet me at a restaurant nearby... She loved Coors and opened up to me as we started on the appetizers.

She asked a million questions... and i did the same... She is a good egg... She told me "matter of factly" that she loved only "country" music... If we got involved, that would have to change I thought... and, it did... but, not by force... by her choice... As some of you know, I post songs in my blogs and, i make my own cds... yeah, my laughs at me... and, tells me I can hook my phone up and play from there... and, blah, blah, blah... I remind my that the world does not revolve around her, and that I taught her how to read... thank you very much... so, we let it go at that... and, my always wants the cds that I make...

I told her some stories as she was eating, and at one point she just burst out laughing... and spewed her food out, not too bad, but, she was embarrassed and blushed... but, that kind of broke the ice... and over the next few weeks we went to other restaurants that she had deals with... finally, I took her to some places I knew of, like "Texas de Brazil"... man, oh man... she loved that place... I can tell all of you... please stop reading if you are vegetarian or vegan.... my women must be carnivores... It won't make sense to me if they are not... plus, they have to luv shrimp, as I am a shrimp lover... I can live with practically everything else, but dealbreakers are dealbreakers... Now, Rachel loved hot weather... she still does...

So, what did i love about her... we could talk for hours... now, a lot of you out here in blogland, don't like to talk, much less read more than one page of a man's blog... I get that... some of you have posted a single emoji for your response to my blog and/or the content within your blog... That seems odd to me, but, it's not a deal breaker...

"When it’s love like that
And you look like that
Talk to me, why won’t ‘cha talk to me
Can’t you see I’m burning up..." -- Carl Rae Jepsen "Talk to me"

I had taken her to the Fort Worth Water Gardens, yes, these are the same ones that I had taken my Aphrodite from far away to in my most recent blog series. She loved this. I also took her to an Ambrosia concert. It was after that concert that she saw how I loved music... Her taste in music opened up significantly.

So... one fateful day, about two months after we started going to dinners, she bought me a bottle of "Crown Royal"... that is my fav choice of alcoholic beverage... I asked her if we could share it that night... she agreed, and we met at her place...
That night was the first time we made love... We started kissing in her living room and, when it got a little heated, she took me to her bedroom... On the way, she asked me if she could suck on my dick...

Are you kidding me... those are words that bring this naive soul to complete attention... I paused for 1/1,000,000 of a second, if that long... and said... you can suck on my dick for as long as you want... and, i meant it... This question was like a gift from god... I had never had a woman ask me that before... normally, women have either enjoyed oral or not, and just jump right in following a lead, or taking the initiative... but, this one was different. She undressed me, then took her clothes off except for her bra and panties... It wasn't that she was shy... because she wasn't shy... but, she wanted to be satisfied like I had never, ever had the pleasure before in my life, or since her...

You see, she is the only woman that I've been with that had throat orgasms... For this naive soul, after our first intimate moment, I had to research this phenomenon on the internet... Because, I couldn't believe it...

"You don't need me to show the way, love
Why do I always have to say "love"
C'mon (C'mon), c'mon (C'mon), c'mon (C'mon), c'mon (C'mon)
Please please me, whoa yeah, like I please you..." -- The Beatles "Please, please me"

Back then, I had decided to focus on my lover's needs... i wanted to give to women, rather than take care of myself... I'd been doing that for years, and while I luv to cum and enjoy love making, I didn't feel, at that time, that I was doing my share, only worried about my own needs... and, then, I wake up with this fortunate turn of events, to coin a phrase.

"She's a Killer Queen
Gunpowder, gelatine
Dynamite with a laser beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Anytime..." -- Queen "Killer Queen"...

Those lyrics were inserted, not to portray someone that pursued men, but, when she connected, she knew what she wanted, and drove herself to incredible pleasures... countless "throat orgasms"...

As, this was a first for me... and I had many, many firsts with Rachel... I almost came in the first 30 seconds... she was extremely gentle with me, leading me to her bed, undressing me (I have found that women like to undress me... and, I've also run into some women that don't like to be undressed...) so, I, being easy going, just go with the flow... She stopped me at the bed and dropped to her knees and began kissing my dick and then sucking on it, she would work her lips to the side of my shaft making a sucking motion while she went up and down, and then, she would engulf my dick in her mouth... after 30 seconds, she shivered, and moaned, and stared up at me, and sighed as if an incredible amount of stress and satisfaction had been had by her... she asked me if I felt it... I said... I was happy that she enjoyed herself...

I almost came, as the intensity of the moment was so arousing and erotic... we had never touched till this day, no kisses, no nothing... and, then.. tonight fireworks, and my lover being totally satisfied... but, she wasn't done yet... she was ok with kissing me but, she wanted to suck on my dick... She finally undid her bra, after about an hour of orgasms... and re-filling of our drinks... she was shaking all over, as she hadn't been with a man in months, and thanked me for allowing her to have her way with me... She titty fucked me a couple of times sucking on my dick and rubbing her melonlicious breast around them as if it were her pussy... at some point, as I was enjoying her enjoying me... she pulled her panties off and got on her back, and asked me to make luv to her...

I kissed her... I sucked on her nipples and stuck my fingers inside her... she was so wet... but, I wanted to make sure that she was ready... so, I dove down and tasted her other set of lips... she screamed for joy... she came again... and, then, I decided it was time to insert my dick in her... during the initial penetration she screamed and shivered again... she edged her head to one side of the bed, because she liked to turn her head from side to side... and, I was ok with that... I don't know how long we went, but, she dug her nails in my back another time moments before I came... and, then, she just laid there running her fingers thru my hair... she thanked me for a wonderful night... We showered and I got dressed and went home...

On the way home, she called me, like she would many times later, to thank me for a wonderful evening. I was the lucky one, because here was a woman that had throat orgasms... and, she was getting pleased... so, i was in heaven... wow...

April 2, 2013 was the last time we were together... She lives in Albuquerque, taking care of her parents...

I miss her...

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sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
4/2/2016 10:20 pm

I remember you writing about this wonderful woman before.

I can understand completely why you miss her.

When we find someone that we connect with on multiple levels (because it's not just about sex), it leaves a lasting impression that is hard to replicate.

Reminds me of this song

John Waite - Missing You
Every time I think of you, I always catch my breath
And I'm still standing here, and you're miles away
And I'm wonderin' why you left
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles, and it always makes me smile
I spend my time thinkin' about you, and it's almost driving me wild
And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight
I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you, no matter what I might say
There's a message in the wire, and I'm sending you this signal tonight
You don't know how desperate I've become
And it looks like I'm losing this fight
In your world I have no meaning, though I'm trying hard to understand
And it's my heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight

[Chorus]
I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you, no matter what my friends say
And there's a message that I'm sending out, like a telegraph to your soul
And if I can't bridge this distance, stop this heartbreak overload
[Chorus]
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
[Chorus]
Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, ain't missing you, oh no
No matter what my friends might say, I ain't missing you...


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
4/2/2016 11:07 pm

    Quoting sexyldy1000:
    I remember you writing about this wonderful woman before.

    I can understand completely why you miss her.

    When we find someone that we connect with on multiple levels (because it's not just about sex), it leaves a lasting impression that is hard to replicate.

    Reminds me of this song

    John Waite - Missing You
    Every time I think of you, I always catch my breath
    And I'm still standing here, and you're miles away
    And I'm wonderin' why you left
    And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
    I hear your name in certain circles, and it always makes me smile
    I spend my time thinkin' about you, and it's almost driving me wild
    And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight
    I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
    I ain't missing you, no matter what I might say
    There's a message in the wire, and I'm sending you this signal tonight
    You don't know how desperate I've become
    And it looks like I'm losing this fight
    In your world I have no meaning, though I'm trying hard to understand
    And it's my heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight

    [Chorus]
    I ain't missing you at all since you've been gone away
    I ain't missing you, no matter what my friends say
    And there's a message that I'm sending out, like a telegraph to your soul
    And if I can't bridge this distance, stop this heartbreak overload
    [Chorus]
    I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
    And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight
    [Chorus]
    Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
    I ain't missing you, I can lie to myself
    Ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
    I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you
    I ain't missing you, I ain't missing you, ain't missing you, oh no
    No matter what my friends might say, I ain't missing you...


Hi sexyldy1000.

thanks for visiting and commenting on my blog.

I know that I have written about her and don't mean to bore people... but, when I was reminded of her today, I just wrote it... She has left a lasting impression on me.

thanks for posting the song lyrics for the John Waite song... I think it goes well with my blog...

we sometimes try to kid ourselves that we are "over" someone, or not ever thinking about them... but, if that were true, then where would all of our memories come from... we just might only be "robots" going thru the motions... because even if we are no longer with them, we had to have felt something for them in order to be attracted, or... what would be the point...

that's kind of like the 10CC song "I'm not in love"... where they state they are not in love... but, you can hear the lyrics and know that he loves her...

thanks again for the post...

Have a great Sunday!!!

good luck to the Blue Jays... opening day is just around the corner...

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sexyldy1000 68F  
9607 posts
4/2/2016 11:45 pm

    Quoting easy_going2014:
    Hi sexyldy1000.

    thanks for visiting and commenting on my blog.

    I know that I have written about her and don't mean to bore people... but, when I was reminded of her today, I just wrote it... She has left a lasting impression on me.

    thanks for posting the song lyrics for the John Waite song... I think it goes well with my blog...

    we sometimes try to kid ourselves that we are "over" someone, or not ever thinking about them... but, if that were true, then where would all of our memories come from... we just might only be "robots" going thru the motions... because even if we are no longer with them, we had to have felt something for them in order to be attracted, or... what would be the point...

    that's kind of like the 10CC song "I'm not in love"... where they state they are not in love... but, you can hear the lyrics and know that he loves her...

    thanks again for the post...

    Have a great Sunday!!!

    good luck to the Blue Jays... opening day is just around the corner...
I did not imply that it was boring to hear about this wonderful woman who will forever be in your memory.
Different things will happen to spark out memories.
Sometimes for me, I become very melancholy, lost in my thoughts. Then have to find a way to shake myself out of it.
Thank God we are not robots!
The Jays are looking good. They open their season on Sunday against Tampa and will be home against Boston starting on the 8th. We may have to have another wager


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
4/3/2016 6:33 am

    Quoting sexyldy1000:
    I did not imply that it was boring to hear about this wonderful woman who will forever be in your memory.
    Different things will happen to spark out memories.
    Sometimes for me, I become very melancholy, lost in my thoughts. Then have to find a way to shake myself out of it.
    Thank God we are not robots!
    The Jays are looking good. They open their season on Sunday against Tampa and will be home against Boston starting on the 8th. We may have to have another wager
No worries sexyldy1000.

thanks for the response...

yes, thank god we are not robots... I don't think I would like that...

Hmmm... another wager... well, I'll just have to think about that one... good thing it is a long season...

have a great Sunday...

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Good luck!!!


easy_going2014 57M
14366 posts
4/3/2016 6:37 am

    Quoting  :

Joy can take you further...

thanks for visiting and commenting on my blog.

Hope you are feeling better...

I do think fondly of my past lovers... And, it is with smiles that I think of all of them. Some don't see it that way... but, most do...

your words are too kind... As you know, I'm just a simple man... I write a lot... and, this one was all 'real'... no fiction... She is a special woman.

I hope to continue to be considerate with my lover(s)...

thanks again, for the lovely comments...

EnJoy your Sunday!!!

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