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Blogs > Man4Man4Fun2Day > My journey into bisexuality.

I took the first step out !  

Man4Man4Fun2Day 64M
19 posts
8/16/2011 1:16 am
I took the first step out !

I took a step in the last 24 hours that has been a long time coming. I began looking for a man for a special relationship. A good friend, someone to catch a movie or a game with, or maybe a hike, then get naked and give each other pleasing orgasms.

I've never been with a guy before. I've had fantasies for years, masturbated to those fantasies, and had powerful orgasms. But I never acted on those feelings. They didn't fit my self-image. I've been married twice, had a lot of girlfriends and several female fuck buddies and the odd one-nighter, I've even forgotten the names of some of the women.

But I have realized the fantasies aren't just fantasies, they are desires, yearnings, cravings. I want a man as much as I want a woman. Yes I still want women.

I want a complete relationship with a guy, not just a suck & fuck. I want good conversation, friendship, and lots of physical contact. I like to caress and be caressed, to kiss and be kissed, to be casually naked together whether before or after sex.

I want a man's lips around my dick. To have him make love to me with his lips and tongue. To watch him work to bring me joy.

I want to lie between his legs and smell the musky smell of that sweat that has dried between his thighs and scrotum, to kiss and lick his balls, to kiss his dick, take it in my mouth, feel his erection against my lips, run my tongue around and over the head, and begin to go up and down on his cock, feel his hand on my head to encourage me as he begins to approach orgasm, to feel his thrusts and his trembling as he can't control himself.

I love anal sex. I've introduced three of my exs to it and trained them to take me, I'm not huge but I do require a Magnum size condom.

I want to slide into a man's ass, to fuck him, slowly at first, then building intensity and speed until my balls are slapping his. Feeling him cum and cum myself.

The next part is what would require a friend/lover, if my desires didn't. My anus is tight, too tight. It needs to be trained. To be slowly and lovingly prepared for him to enter me painlessly.
Then to have him enter me, feel his lips on my neck and back as he slides all the way in, his balls lying on mine. Feel him start to thrust in and out, in and out, owning me during those moments, just as I owned him when he received my thrusts. Lovingly giving myself to him, appreciating even more his giving himself to me. Finally cumming as he continues to fuck me. Feeling his body as he cums. After he rolls off kissing each other, and lying in each other's arms.

But so far all is still a dream, a desire, a fantasy. No one has replied to a message from me. No one has sent me a message. But it is only one day. I've waited years, it won't be a big deal to wait a while longer.

TNBIGUY4URFUN 68M
13 posts
8/16/2011 12:52 pm

 Sounds like you are ready for some hot man fun with the right guy. I do travel to the Knoxville/Oak Ridge area if you want to get acquainted.


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