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Was It Enough?
Was It Enough? She felt a tear trickling down her cheek and didn’t know whether it was there because of the stress of her current predicament or the memory of what her life had once been. He stepped toward her and ran his fingers through her hair. He then placed a palm against the nape of her neck. It felt so familiar. They’d done this hundreds of times before. This part had never been their problem. He knew exactly where to place his hands on her body. He knew the exact moment when it was right to lead her to the bedroom..... For the first time in a miserable week, she felt a smile on her face when she woke up. He was trying to pull his clothes on in the dark. “Love them and leave them, huh?” she whispered. “I was trying not to wake you,” he smiled at her. She felt so warm beneath the comforter and pushed the covers down to her waistline. She looked up at him, squinting into the darkness. “This is so unfair,” he said frustrated. “What? I’m just lying here,” she said innocently. Apparently, that was all it took to persuade him to fall back into bed with her. However, a few seconds later, he suddenly sat up to face her. “I feel like I need to apologize to you for this,” he admitted. “What are you talking about?” She tugged at his arm, trying to get him to look at her. “I feel like I took advantage of you when you are probably in a fragile place.” “Fragile? Did you really just call me fragile?” she asked. “No. Not exactly. But, I did wake up wondering, if last night, after everything that has been happening to you lately, was the best time, for you know, us?” “I am a grown-up. I make my own decisions. And, in case you couldn’t tell, I was definitely a willing participant,” she assured him. “I guess, I am just surprised that you are willing to fall into the same pattern that has always seemed to make you so unhappy. I don’t want us to do that. It’s also why, I unsuccessfully, tried to find another woman I could care about, half as much, as I do you.” She pulled the covers back up to her shoulders. “This is not exactly the best time to talk to me about other women,” she admonished him. “My point is that nothing ever works with anyone else. You and I always fall right back into the same pattern and I am not sure that we should.” “You really think it’s the same this time?” she inquired. “Isn’t it always? We have been doing this for years. And it never seems to be enough, so we call it quits. Then we try to see each other just as friends but we can never stay as just friends. Then we fall back to being ‘us’. “It’s always been enough for me. We have always been good friends. And there’s always been love between us, no matter what phase of our life we are in. That’s enough for me. You are the one who wants something I can’t give you. A mother to your . A family you can take care for life. I have never wanted to stand in the way of you getting that,” she assured him. “Maybe you were so convinced that’s what I wanted, that you chose to push me away,” he commented. She saw his eyes move to the clock on the nightstand. “I hate that I have to leave now, but I really can’t be late for the meeting.” “We can talk later when you are finished. But, only if you think we need to talk. Honestly, I woke up feeling happy. You didn’t take advantage of me. And I don’t think there’s a problem here?” “I will call you when I am free. I want to see you tonight, ok?” “Of course. I always have time for you!” “And, just so you know. Right now? Looking at you. I don’t know why I ever thought there was someone else out there for me to find.”. He turned on his heels and dashed out the door. Leaving her wondering, "Was it enough?" Are you ever left wondering if it's enough for you? |
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Sometimes we question if what we have is really enough to satisfy our needs and that we are just falling into comfortable patterns.
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3/19/2019 2:39 am |
- One person's constant is another's happiness in a routine all too familiar that a person may question if this is all there is. Your grounded story encapsulates exactly what the current state of what seems all relationships may go through. between two people, one who is quite comfortable and the other searching if the grass might be greener on the other side. That's why I am glad I happen to stumble upon your blog, and all the more reason why I read it; you're one of the most articulate writer's I've had the pleasure to set eyes on, as your thought provoking pieces tend to stir this young man's mind even at this waking hour. Thank you.
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- One person's constant is another's happiness in a routine all too familiar that a person may question if this is all there is. Your grounded story encapsulates exactly what the current state of what seems all relationships may go through. between two people, one who is quite comfortable and the other searching if the grass might be greener on the other side. That's why I am glad I happen to stumble upon your blog, and all the more reason why I read it; you're one of the most articulate writer's I've had the pleasure to set eyes on, as your thought provoking pieces tend to stir this young man's mind even at this waking hour. Thank you. Thank you for the words of encouragement. I hope you will stop by again.
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Does the familiarity of the patterns we fall into have to eliminate the excitement we felt when the relationship was new? Great read sexyldy!
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I haven't had a relationship with anyone in so many years, that I've forgotten what that question feels like. In the past... not having enough, was never a thought that lingered for any length of time. I would usually walk away. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Does the familiarity of the patterns we fall into have to eliminate the excitement we felt when the relationship was new? Great read sexyldy!
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I haven't had a relationship with anyone in so many years, that I've forgotten what that question feels like. In the past... not having enough, was never a thought that lingered for any length of time. I would usually walk away.
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I presume those are good things? Thanks for stopping by.
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I think they need to communicate more and get on the same page with one another. As they both seem to care deeply for one another, I truly hope it works out for them. I hope you have a great day hun..
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I think they need to communicate more and get on the same page with one another. As they both seem to care deeply for one another, I truly hope it works out for them. I hope you have a great day hun..
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It sound like they both have a subconscious yearning for complacency and escapism all at the same time. They fall into that pattern for it seems neither really put any distance between themselves or any effort in pursuing something or someone different. Kind of an old stand by that's always a sure deal. If they were friends of mine I would use a favorite Troubled pilot command! "PULL UP PULL UP!" Using more than all the road!
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It sound like they both have a subconscious yearning for complacency and escapism all at the same time. They fall into that pattern for it seems neither really put any distance between themselves or any effort in pursuing something or someone different. Kind of an old stand by that's always a sure deal. If they were friends of mine I would use a favorite Troubled pilot command! "PULL UP PULL UP!"
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It really never is enough my lady ... And the only thing that stops us is the feeling of trying to protect our partner's "in grime" life A tantrum actually Cheers - P
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It really never is enough my lady ... And the only thing that stops us is the feeling of trying to protect our partner's "in grime" life A tantrum actually Cheers - P Nice to see you dropping by 😊
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1 post 7/13/2019 1:03 pm |
nice ur completly right on that hun
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