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Cross Roads in Life  

cyclingfool 62M  
474 posts
6/14/2013 5:41 am

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Cross Roads in Life

Ok, I have been asked by several of my friends here to open up, tell who and what I am and to do so more often..

I’ll start with me in general. I am a 51 y/o divorces white male in the Philly area. I have 1 who is in college.

I am straight as an arrow sexually, but there are no limits between me and a woman I care for. But there has to be an emotional and life connection. Maybe that is why A F F hasn’t been a physically active place for me and has become basically on line entertainment? That’s ok by me..

My job is demanding at times and boring some times, but all in all very rewarding in self satisfaction and has done nicely to support my family. I am in public safety and have seen some crazy stuff along the way. My job has had me respond to crazy situations locally, but has also taken me to NYC and the World Trade Center, the Gulf of Mexico after Katrina, throughout New England, the Mid Atlantic and the Shores of NJ after Sandy.

As mentioned I am divorced, but have been in a LTR with a beautiful woman for a while. But sadly that seems to be drifting away and not what it used to be or what we dreamed of. We have been very committed to each other and loyal, again why A F F hasn’t been a physical connecting place for me, but that’s ok…. But our relationship has changed. I am in her life, do for and support her, but she’s not really in my life. Very little back in return.. Does that make sense?? And I don’t just mean sex.

So I am at a cross roads. My friends see it and several real life friends have suggested I move on, I deserve better.. But it is hard, almost as hard as making that first step to get a divorce years ago..

I don’t like it, but maybe it is time??

Ok, I want something more to write about in a few days. I’ll stop here and pick up later.

Your thoughts???

SlenderGal88 57F  
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6/15/2013 8:12 am

 Its tough when you're in a spot. Hope you can find some clarity.
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cyclingfool replies on 6/15/2013 1:10 pm:
Thank you.. am not in a rush, but I do want to be on a path to happiness.

sweet_VM 65F
81699 posts
6/14/2013 9:03 am

 ty for sharing with us. I know this has been a very hard for you to write.

As you proceed down this road just remember this quote.

“The road of life can only reveal itself as it is traveled; each turn in the road reveals a surprise. Man's future is hidden.”

hugs kisses V
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cyclingfool replies on 6/14/2013 9:19 am:
I guess that's the point. I thought I knew my path, but it seems to be hitting a T intersection.
Thank you for your encouragement.

Han54boat 71M
11637 posts
6/14/2013 6:43 am

 At your age, it can be uneasy. You need talk to her about it before pressing forward. There maybe something. And, you need to take the high road. It could be bad but it may turn good

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cyclingfool replies on 6/14/2013 7:01 am:
I agree, I wont just walk away. But in knowing her I think it is pasted its prime. But I will talk and try. Thank you for the comments.

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