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The Gangbang
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The Gangbang This was my birthday weekend. I have had a blast all weekend. But the last day of my weekend something happened and I don't know why. They were having a gang bang at the local swingers club and I decided to go. Well after sitting there for a few minutes and looking around the room I realized that was not the place for me to be. Yes, I go to the swingers club on Saturdays but this was a different avenue. I didn't know a lot of the people there and they were staring at me like I was lost, which really I was. I could sense that I was going to be sitting alone just like I do in the chat rooms, no one to talk too, just alone and wondering why I came. I thought I was more open than that but I am choosy about who touches me and that was not the way I want people to know me. I have tried so hard to fit in , going to meet and greets, hanging with the "cool" people, having sex with men and can't talk about it. That's the most painful reason right there, being sworn to secrecy. I am discreet and I respect the men who I sleep with. But the fact everyone is on the "down low" even the single ones are on the down low. But I can bet you money if I was white it wouldn't be a big secret, but that's something I have to deal with and I will. This is not a rant about race just realized I am human and I know right from wrong and I know my limits and the gang bangs are not for me. Maybe with a friend but not alone there were no single women there anyway, but me maybe they came later but i didn't wait to find out and I am not sad about it. Today is my birthday I am 55 and fabulous and I am going to be fabulous for a long time...............Can You Dig It? |
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8/3/2009 6:21 am |
Zelle, Happy birthday darlin. 55 is a good age to be, children grown and almost gone. The gone part emplies your freedom to please and take care of your self and your needs. Heres hoping that we will meet and soar from there. Thanks for being so considerate and kind. See ya babe. Ciao, Cecil
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8/3/2009 6:46 am |
Happy birthday sweetie. I also will be turning 55 in a couple of weeks and am loving life like I never had before. Keep the positive outlook and positive things will happen.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY at 55 you do look fabulous sorry about the misadventure xoxoxox Dan
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I feel marvelouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssss........I look pretty good too.............glad to see you cattleman
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Happy belated birthday to you.Just turned 64.You know you are always cool with me.
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thank you bd I love you all
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Happy Birthday Z! And I do agree -- you feel terrific! 
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Happy birthday Zelle. You look awesome to me hun. Years have been good to you. Love that hot sexy ass.
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thank you baby
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It may be a little late...but Happy B-Day and many more.... In regards to the GB...I experienced one my self; however, it was organized and private. I was one of 8 straight men that the female of a couple chose to invite. I will not lie..it was a wonderful experience with how different it was to most GB those hear about or experienced. She was a very attractive young Black woman that invited me and the other men. Originally she intended having 10 men and made 20 invites. When her and I spoke prior she told me that she was trying to make it racially balanced. To making a long story short, I was the only White male that showed up. Before anything began, all of us sat in the room and talked with one another. We all were totally comfortable and enjoyed the company of each other. There are several of things I learned from the experience I had when looking back at it. 1- I use to question myself am I really comfortable with my sexuality as being straight amongst other straight males nude. I no longer question that part of myself. 2- I also learned that Black men are not so judgmental as many White males are when it comes to something of interracial sex. I been to 2 other separate GB parties (not the same couple) since that were how to say...in my opinion totally off the chain. I did not participate in either one and do not intend on attending another like it. Both GB's had at least 25 men and 4 women. The women would suck off and screw any of the men that attended. I even watched how one woman screwed and sucked off more then 15 men in 2.5 hours. When she got up out of the bed and stood up the cum of the men that did not use condoms dripped out of her; in addition, body covered with cum as well. 20 min later she was back at it again the same way. I believe that was the turn off for me with the unprotected sex that went on. One thing I noticed was the facial expressions of the men that would watch the women being banged by a group of men. I saw the look on several of the White men faces as some of the Black men were participating with the women. I even noticed a couple of them leave after watching for a few minutes. I did not see the same facial expressions in the Black men that attended or participated.
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Yes that was what I thought but the one I was going to they had condoms and you had to use them but the turn off was I was the only single black woman everyone else was white and with a companion but I have found you MyHeart to be a charming and intelligent man and i am glad to call you my new friend
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9/2/2009 5:14 am |
Late here, but Happy Bday sweetie. I myself turned 52 last week. I attended one back in the early 80's, and that one was equally mixed of couples & singles of both blk & wht to make it balanced out for each pairing. They invited two extra guys for each couple for a three to one mix. They also had us meet in their home in the country, and we all had a great time talking amongst one another getting acquainted prior to any activity. After we all had talked and got to know each other a bit, most had paired up for the evening by then. I myself was lucky in grouping with a sweet blk couple & another older blk guy who was also very friendly. We got along great talking for over an hour prior to anything starting and decided we were together for that night. Their was no problems between us & it was a great experience for me enjoying the night with these three loving people. Although I've never tried it again, it was good safe fun to us all. I myself prefer a one on one love making with my woman. But who knows, under the correct circumstances with the right woman. I might consider trying it again possibly, maybe one day. Hugzzz, War  
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good suggestion looking
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